I was and I still am

I was 7 when you started the cycle of abuse

I was scared when you left me out in the rain

I was lost when you forgot me at the game

I was hurt when you broke my first bone

I was sad that this was happening in my home

I was worthless in your eyes

I was a burden you despised

I was unlovable no matter what I did

I was just a kid

I am still reliving that cycle of pain

I am still scared of the rain

I am afraid of getting left behind

I am still trying to heal from broken bones

I am not sure what makes a house a home

I am not sure how to figure out my worth

I am still feeling like a burden despite my work

I am not sure if I’m loveable with all this inside

I am still that kid that you despise

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