Reliving the worst times of my life over and over

This is why I haven’t been sober

Every night is the same

It’s driving me insane

I go to sleep and wake up in pain

In the same spots you were hitting me

Can’t catch my breath

Covered in sweat

Checking my surroundings

Just to make sure you’re not around me

The alcohol is only thing giving me peace

Does it make me weak

I feel like I’ve accepted defeat

If I drink the nightmares go away

It makes me feel like I have a say

some control over the pain

A rest for my brain

It’s what gets me through

But does that make me like you

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